Lucid

Dream 10.26.10


I'm sitting in what I guess is a bus. A vessel of some sort made for transporting people. It's bumpy. I look around because I have no idea why I am here. It's crowded with too many people and luggage. People look distraught, like they left somewhere in a hurry. I'm sitting in a seat made for two with two other people. I think one is my friend. I'm practically falling off the edge of the seat. I look to my right and see a handsome man with dark messy hair sitting across from me. I smile. My heart flutters. One of "those" instant attractions which rarely ever happens. Sure, you can find plenty of people attractive. Most people are lovely in one way or another...until you get to know them better..or visa versa. But this is different than just attraction. Its when you look at someone and feel like you've always known them. Love at first sight as some say. I've felt this feeling 3 times in my life. Maybe they were past lovers in a different life. Maybe its just pheromones. It doesn't matter. Its unforgettable either way. The ride gets bumpier and I fall off my seat and slide forward. He reaches out and grabs my arm to pull me up. I look at him and ask if I can sit with him. There isn't enough room on the other seat I blush. He smiles. The seat is tight. There is a large duffel bag to his right which takes up a bit of the seats so We sit close. Normally too close for comfort if he had been a stranger. Which he is. But he doesn't feel like a stranger. I turn my head a little to my right and my lips are almost touching his neck because we are so close. In a single instant he looks at me and kisses me. I return. A short sweet kiss. We smile and laugh and hold on to each other like it was normal. Intimate. Comfortable. Something we do all the time. After all, we've always known each other haven't we? Somewhere. Sometime.

We are in a giant....store. I think it's a grocery store but it's the size of several warehouses...at least. It reminds me of Jungle Jim's. We are smiling and talking about what to get. I think we are supposed to be stocking up on food or supplies, but it's hardly what's on our mind. We pick up a few things. Namely a few ethnic foods and a bottle of wine. Were we supposed to be going somewhere?



Flash.



We are in the sky. We are in some kind of plane or maybe it's a space shuttle. It's definitely a space shuttle. Another vessel. Moving much faster than the other. I think we are leaving Earth. I'm scared and all of a sudden lonely. I decide I don't want to leave.



Flash.



I'm no longer in the plane but in a house. He's upstairs. Maybe he's in the shower. I call out for him but no one answers. Impending doom. I can feel it. I run outside and I'm looking at the sky. It's red. Something is coming. Something big. A bomb? Meteor maybe? It's close. I run inside and sit on the stairs. I pull my knees up to my chest and cover my head. Like it's going to help any, I think. It's almost here. I'm scared. I feel my entire body get warm and see a bright white flash of light. I can feel my insides burning. I open my eyes and the burning stops. Everything is so bright. I'm in the house still, but its all just forms made out of some kind of mist. Light gray and white. Cold. Wet. And then it hits me.



Wake up...